daisybell's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Eyez Hey diary! Its late, and I've had a tiring day, so I am gonna try and make this a quick one! Hedge spent the entire lunch hour in the work room, but I wasn't too depressed about it. Right at the end of lunch when he was finally in the common room, he was opposite me, and we totally made eye contact. Or at least I think we did! Then, after my double free, I was walking to biology, and he was walking in the opposite direction to classics, and I am sure I made eye contact with him again! So guess thats abit more positive. I have been eating like a pig, I am quite ashamed. Guess I am just back on that merry-go-round of the cycle of binging and purging again. Right now I am totally on a binge, I really have a feeling Gem C dosen't like me ne more. I don't know what I've done to upset her, annoy her, or whatever, but our friendship is certainly not what it was. I can't say that dosen't hurt, but theres not much I can do about it. I am who I am, and if she dosen't like that, then theres not much I can do. I was just hoping I would fit in with her and others and maybe my social life would liven up and stuff, but I guess I was wrong. Life goes on, even if it is a little more lonely... Take care, Love always, Daisy xXx 11:01 p.m. - 2002-01-11 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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